its funny how the closet person to you doesnt know the difference between your fake smile and your real smile.

(Source: death-is-a-gift-)

I’m in so much pain. I feel like my body is too stiff to even move. I have a lot of motivation from the girl I love but it hurts so much to continue on. It just doesn’t seem right. I want her to be happy and always smiling what if I can’t give that to her ?